Deleuze is my boyfriend – Failure Forthcoming

Failure Forthcoming
— Read on deleuzeismyboyfriend.com/

M Kitchell

Heaven by the talking heads

Everyone is trying to get to the bar

The name of the bar, the bar is called Heaven

The band in Heaven, they play my favorite song

They play it once again, they play it all night long

Heaven (Heaven) is a place

A place where nothing

Nothing ever happens

Heaven (Heaven)

Heaven is a place

A place where nothing

Nothing ever happens

There is a party, everyone is there

Everyone will leave at exactly the same time

It’s hard to imagine that nothing at all

Could be so exciting, could be so much fun

Yeah, Heaven

Heaven is a place

A place where nothing

Nothing ever happens

Yeah, Heaven

Heaven is a place

A place where nothing

Nothing ever happens

When this kiss is over, it will start again

It will not be any different, it will be exactly the same

It’s hard to imagine that nothing at all

Could be so exciting, could be this much fun

Heaven (Heaven) is a place

A place where nothing

Nothing ever happens

Heaven

Heaven is a place

A place where nothing

Nothing ever happen

If I die, I hope I get to see Myrna Loy andDoris Day and Judy Garland in heaven. I love Garland doing you will never walk alone and I don’t Care. And Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas. I love the Thin Man films.

Life′s like that, delicious with clause

You never get the truth, just promises galore

Fool at the heart, don’t look down

Everybody loves you when you′re playing the clown

Oh, oh, mother dear

Don’t let them shoot your kite down

Oh, oh, mother dear

Don’t let them shoot your kite down

Don’t let them shoot your kite

Out of the sky

Another year came, glorious sun

I tried to be an acrobat before I could run

The afternoon came, trumpets play

Oh, oh, maybe I′ll get outta here one day

Father, oh, father

Everybody′s young and far too serious

Oh, oh, mother dear

Don’t let them shoot my kite down

Oh, oh, father, yeah

You′d let them shoot me down for sure

Another year

Don’t let them shoot my kite

Out of the sky

Life′s like that

Oh, oh, mother dear

Don’t let them shoot my kite down

Oh, oh, mother dear

Don′t let them shoot me out of the sky

Oh, mother dear

Don’t let them shoot your kite down

Out of the sky

Don’t let them shoot your kite down

Out of the sky

Don′t let them shoot your kite

Out of the sky

Don′t let them shoot your kite

Life’s like that, delicious with clause (Out of the sky)

I bought four miniature kites. I keep buying three or four of things. Books mostly.

Not Waving but Drowning

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Nobody heard him, the dead man,   

But still he lay moaning:

I was much further out than you thought   

And not waving but drowning.

Poor chap, he always loved larking

And now he’s dead

It must have been too cold for him his heart gave way,   

They said.

Oh, no no no, it was too cold always   

(Still the dead one lay moaning)   

I was much too far out all my life   

And not waving but drowning.

I’m dying—and not waving. Drowning mostly. Dying at the beach seems good. I wish I could have the oak tree—that deborah bought me. It’s my favorite tree.

With my hair grown long

And my face turning ashen

A sudden downpour

Basho

“The present extends between two eruptions and of need, coincides with a duration of contemplation.”(Deleuze).

1)Nancy Greewald, the first girl I fell in love with in elementary school. When we moved away, Nancy came to visit me.

2) Lyrics

*Bells*

[Verse 1]

Mother, you had me but I never had you

I wanted you, you didn’t want me

[Refrain]

So I, I just got to tell you

Goodbye, goodbye

[Verse 2]

Father, you left me but I never left you

I needed you, you didn’t need me

[Refrain]

So I, I just got to tell you (Mmm)

Goodbye, goodbye

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[Verse 3]

Children, don’t do what I have done

I couldn’t walk and I tried to run

[Refrain]

So I, I just got to tell you

Goodbye, goodbye

[Outro]

Mama don’t go, Daddy come home

Mama don’t go, Daddy come home

Mama don’t go, Daddy come home

Mama don’t go! Daddy come home

Mama don’t go! Daddy come home

Mama don’t go! Daddy come home

Mama don’t go! Daddy come home

Mama don’t go! Daddy come home

Mama don’t go! Daddy come home

Mama don’t go! Daddy come home

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“The rule is that one cannot go faster than one’s present.” (Deleuze)

I try to do Everything too fast. I need to slow down. Everything must be slower. Slowness should be my jam. Slow jam. From M. Kitchell below.

Brain Tumor Nightmare

So I have always suffered migraines. But I had a toothache. I made a dental appointment. I went to work in the morning at kind of the wrong time. There was some lady in my classroom with my students. It was odd. I wasn’t feeling well. I called my family. They took me to the hospital. I waited for anMRI and other tests. They said I had to have brain surgery. I waited all day for surgery. I had a late night brain surgery. They took one giant tumor out. But one had to stay inside. I am doing radiation and chemo to kill the tumor. I don’t want to die. I’m only 55. I’m positive that they can kill it. The radiation is a burning white light. My head is bolted in a mask on a table. Each treatment is ten minutes. I’m taking a ton of meds. I exercise everyday and do my regular stuff. I have no memory loss. I feel good. Love, Tracy